SCREW IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alright, alright....all along, I've been comfortable, haven't been complaining much, I've been working, fairly happy.....but today...I GIVE UP, alright!?! Screw it! I'm over this crap! 39 weeks pregnant today and not so much as a sign of impending labor! I pulled my pants on today and they were tight, I'm tired of wearing the same clothes over and over--none of them look cute anymore anyway, I'm a huge elephant! I can't wear any shoes other than my stupid flip flops and I'm tired of wearing them (I never thought I'd say something like that EVER!!!). I can't eat, although I'm freaking starving. I hate sitting in my chair at work all day....I can only sit reclined because Kendall thinks she owns the place or something and gets all in a hussy if I try to sit up straight! Getting out of bed is the worst part of my day....I'm just over it. Oh, and I usually have breakfast at work (frozen waffles or hot pockets or something), but I forgot I haven't been to the store in nearly 3 weeks and I have nothing to eat and no car (I carpool and it's not my day to drive), so I'm just sitting here starving. I don't have lunch either. I'm just over it. I think Monday will be my last day of work. I wanted to make it til the day I give birth, but what the heck is the point if I feel like this!?! I might as well just stay home...So, screw that stupid optimism BS I was spewing before. I'm tired of this crap....I'm ready for it to be over.